Tuesday, January 03, 2012

Needing Dullness????

Did I really just think that?  Did I really just think "I hope my life is dull for a little while?"  I don't think it's true.  I like excitement, crisis and chaos; but honestly, I like it when it happens to other people.   I like to be there to fix things and calm them down.  I'm even alright with a little drama in my own life.  I like for SOMETHING to be happening.  But wow, I have had enough.  I'd like some hardworking nothingness. I totally enjoyed my dull evening of walking to the gym and working out.  Then cooking dinner and taking down Christmas decorations.  And now, procrastinating with my job search.  I would like a lot more of this.  I don't mean laziness.  That really is boring.  I just mean that for a few days I'd like to work hard and for everything to be quiet.  And calm.  And safe. 

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